Sorry

Being true to myself not letting me be someone's back up plan. Being the number one choice of the now not, it didn't work out with so and so and I miss you sooo much. Bullshit. I don't deserve that. I may not be the most amazing person to you but someone out there will give me the love and respect I deserve. Fuck you. I'm sick of trying to be the good person in this situation and being a shoulder you can cry on. I gave you advice and you gave it no credit. You're in a cloud of adolescent hopes and dreams, of true love, and soul mates  And now you're coming to me, sad that your love doesn't want you... she never did. You let yourself be her back up plan, you let yourself be hurt by her. I can't pick up the pieces of your heart for you. You will never learn if you just go sweet talking yourself into another relationship. You will never learn to put yourself first. I care but that's it. I don't know what else to tell you. Stop using your friends, family, and substances as a crutch. You can pick yourself up, it isn't the end of the world.