trying so hard to dispel this darkness that has crept upon me. trying to piece together how it swallowed me so entirely. attempting to smile, make jokes and put on a happy facade for those who I associate with. it's crushing and suffocating. somehow it sucks up energy and makes sleep sound like the only appealing thing there is. it's frighteningly powerful and impossible to evade. tears threaten to fall all throughout the day and everything seems to be colorless, tasteless. all of this I could deal with though if I could keep it hidden but my face gives it all away.
No comments:
Post a Comment